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I’m a little rotten tonight

I see my avoidance in the corner of my eye

never 100% sure what I’m avoiding but I know what the antidote is

the opposite of depression is expression

the time consuming nature of the things I want to do makes me want to consume in a short amount of time things that will make me feel worse

my life becoming a sequence of short lived nothings

softly whispered sonnets into a void

a blog no one reads

an author who never writes

brief sparks of muse enough to string me a long

pieces of macaroni tied together to make mother a necklace and get a smile in return

what a reward

thank god it’s all in heaven

what a life to waste